Nightmares.

[sechan19]

After a long stretch of relative mental quietude, two horrible nightmares to wake up from. The first (in my first sleeping cycle), about being stalked, captured, violated, and killed, brought me to a very disoriented and shaky consciousness at 3 in the morning. The second (in the final sleeping cycle), about the death of the loved one, brought me awake weeping in the morning sun.

Not amused.

Comments

[samsamsamantha.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry love. I hope they are done plaguing you and that your dreams will true to sweet.

[alateaqoe.livejournal.com]

First, I'm always surprised to hear that you die in your dreams. I've always awakened before death. Second, these nightmares are most likely your brain's way of addressing some real fears you're feeling about your upcoming adventures. You'll be away from home and family and friends for a long time and it's natural to be anxious. The mind unfortunately amplifies all those anxieties. Maybe you should do some journaling or blogging to get those anxieties out. It might improve your sleep.

Love you!!