Nightmares.

[sechan19]

After a long stretch of relative mental quietude, two horrible nightmares to wake up from. The first (in my first sleeping cycle), about being stalked, captured, violated, and killed, brought me to a very disoriented and shaky consciousness at 3 in the morning. The second (in the final sleeping cycle), about the death of the loved one, brought me awake weeping in the morning sun.

Not amused.